The Fears of Art

July 27, 2006

I’ve always believed that tal­ent, artis­tic or not, is learned and not ran­domly granted to some and not oth­ers. To me it’s both an intrin­sic and con­stantly honed trait that is often neglected, espe­cially when the spe­cific tal­ent has to do with art.

There comes a point where artists believe the end result almost seems impos­si­ble, yet in your mind’s eye it’s easy to envi­sion the final piece as an accom­plish­ment and not a gru­el­ing jour­ney to your destination.

To me, art in it of itself can be extremely daunt­ing. When you con­nect pen­cil to paper, swirling your hand in motion you almost have to let your imag­i­na­tion com­pletely take over. When the critic in you takes over nit­pick­ing var­i­ous aspects of your work it becomes dif­fi­cult to ignore those thoughts. In this phase you’re more inclined to fix things that might have been per­fectly in tune to your artwork.

There’s noth­ing more dis­tract­ing than you dis­tract­ing your­self. When it’s another per­son, hov­er­ing over your shoul­der, point­ing out things that appear to be out of place, you sim­ply ignore them. When it’s you, the artist, stop­ping mid­way, won­der­ing why you chose to draw a straight line instead of a squig­gly one, it’s amaz­ing that art­work is often completed.

It’s evi­dent that artists draw from their per­sonal self, that art­work is in a sense a per­sonal reflec­tion, but when the art­work fails, then do you as the artist fail as well? The artist and their art­work are inseparable.

I’ve had var­i­ous art pieces, be they draw­ing or sculp­ture, on dis­play in art shows and gal­leries and wit­nessed either two things from the per­son look­ing at the piece. They either offer con­struc­tive crit­i­cism, which can be a good and a bad thing, sim­ply “don’t get it” or bad mouth the work.

Yes, art­work is sub­jec­tive but to drag the art­work through the mud can be taken as a per­sonal attack on the artist. After all, it’s the artists’ sweat, blood and tears present in that vase you’re look­ing at or that dragon sculp­ture hang­ing from piano wire.

There was a process involved wherein the artist directs their focus and energy on their art­work and there’s not an artist on this planet that doesn’t want feed­back when the art­work is com­pleted. In fact one could say that an artist does what he or she com­mits them­selves to because they love their craft, enjoy the jour­ney from sketch to com­ple­tion and when all is said and done, they want their art­work to com­mu­ni­cate to others.

In my per­sonal expe­ri­ence, art has been both chal­leng­ing in the sense that you worry whether or not your art­work will com­mu­ni­cate and look appeas­ing and on top of that if how you envi­sioned it ini­tially will con­vey itself suc­cess­fully in what­ever medium you’ve cho­sen to use. Yet, in the end, whether you know it or not, it always seems to work itself out so long as you stick with it and choose not to aban­don it, even if you’d rather believe the critic in you.
 

10 comments

Well.. I will tell you this.. I’ve always been proud to show any peice of art­work you have done.. I’m glad your my brother for many rea­sons, but one out of the many is the imag­i­na­tion that have.. Grow­ing up, doing pup­pet shows.. Magic shows.. Stu­pid lit­tle patio pro­duc­tions involv­ing music.. swords (that were paper towel rolls), and rehearsed action scenes.. Look­ing back on it now, I miss the igno­rance.. :)

Oh well.. I can always remem­ber dad say­ing “Before you know it, you’ll both be grown up, liv­ing miles away from each other.. Enjoy it while you have it, cause you won’t have it very long.”

He was right.. :)

by Matt (Brother) on July 28, 2006 at 1:15 am. Reply #

Remem­ber mak­ing things out of Play-do at the break­fast table? Chas­ing each other through grandma’s art stu­dio? Putting on musi­cals and plays for the fam­ily at every gath­er­ing? We all have art in our souls, and that will never dis­ap­pear. We grow up and life hap­pens, we get busy, but you con­tinue to pro­duce art with every fiber of your being in all the mun­dane things you do. Have patience. I love and miss you!

by Michelle (cousin) on July 29, 2006 at 9:19 pm. Reply #

hey i just got to ur blog as i saw that u r inter­ested in art.
if ur r inter­ested in art u must put some of ur’s.
u can see mine .if u wish to.

by paridhi on July 30, 2006 at 10:29 am. Reply #

A very good write up on the sub­ject. This applies not only to visual art but to music as well. When I’m writ­ing songs with my gui­tar I some­times I won­der if I’m try­ing to please oth­ers firstly, or express myself tru­ely. For me, as an ama­ture, it ends up towards expres­sion, though I don’t find any­thing wrong with try­ing to please oth­ers. Thats not exactly the worst you can do in this world, eh?

BTW: I see your in 9rules. Congrats.

by Zach Blume on August 18, 2006 at 3:09 pm. Reply #

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by frustration and happiness » how to create??? on September 21, 2006 at 2:39 pm. Reply #

Just drop­ping by to say Hello!

by Al on September 23, 2006 at 9:35 pm. Reply #

I art applies to almost every­thing in life whether you’re an engi­neer, athelete, doc­tor or any other pro­fes­sion of choice. Art is what expands the bound­ries. And no mat­ter what you’re learned dis­pline or self-taught, it gives a mean­ing of depth, it stretches the synap­sis whether you are cog­ni­tively aware or aren’t aware. And as your write up says, it needs to be honed. And the chal­lenge is in see­ing it to the end. I also think some­times think depend­ing on your patho­logic way of think­ing be it lin­ear or non-linear it poses dif­fer­ent ways of accom­plish­ing what you are after. Art, like wine is very sub­jec­tive. I think it depends on what you are look­ing to “feel” at that point in time. Some peo­ple like tan­gi­ble, mechan­i­cal feel­ing and oth­ers like vibrant or calm. I can’t say enough of the pos­i­tive effects of art and cul­ture on community.

by Mary on November 13, 2006 at 10:47 am. Reply #

Ignore the bad spelling in that last blog.…not enough Star­bucks in my sys­tem yet!

by Mary on November 13, 2006 at 10:48 am. Reply #

…fix things that might have been per­fectly in tune…” is exactly the prob­lem most peo­ple have, when to stop. There is an old story that goes like this: A par­ent it look­ing at the art­work of a third grade class and is stunned by the beauty of it and asks the teacher, “How did you teach them to draw and paint like this?” The teacher replies, “I didn’t, I just know when to take the paper away.”

But that is the para­dox, I am not sure that any­thing I have done is ever really done, there is always some­thing more that can be done.

by james on November 21, 2006 at 10:18 am. Reply #

james: Pre­cisely, but there have been times when I’ve mud­died a project because of my tin­ker­ing with it.

by kartooner on December 5, 2006 at 11:32 am. Reply #

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