AbacusThere’s a statistic floating around out there in the sphere of existence that says that for every one bad teacher it takes 3 years to recover.

Ask anyone that knows me and they’ll tell you that I’m not as knowledgable in the intricasies of mathematics. On the contrary, I’m on the opposite side of the spectrum, more right-brained and imaginative then left-brained and organized. My wife sometimes can’t understand why I can’t think logically like she can and I have to remind her that we all have our quirks, talents and stigmas.

My own personal infliction of disdain and embarassment is the four-letter word known as Math. For as long as I can remember I’ve had issues with sequences of logic and I believe it all stems from the slew of horrific teachers I had in my grade school years. It seems that between 5th and 7th grade I lost any sort of interest in Math pretending that it wasn’t a crucial part of my life, not realizing of course at the time that it would have an important effect on my adulthood.

For the past few years I’ve gotten by without having to resort to using Mathematics in my daily life. I’ve worked retail positions where customer satisfaction is the driving force for sales but in this day and age most cash registers have been replaced with computers that resemble cash registers. Most of the time it’s just a matter of remembering a specific pattern or utilizing a bit of common sense to avoid using Math but in certain instances it’s a great asset. Which is why I’ve embarked on a quest to re-learn something I had detested for half of my entire life and for this reason I’ve come to realize that things that discourage us will always be overcome at some point in our lifetimes. The simple route is to exit stage left and focus rather on what we know and what we’re comfortable with.

Had I known this 10 years ago I think I’d be in a different point in my life right now. In fact I might have even decided to become a Math teacher to teach kids who struggle with addition, subtraction and multiplication. My own personal battle with Math isn’t over, no, it’s just begun but at least I took the first step towards realizing I had an issue and overcoming it, one baby step at a time.